My Friend

My Friend

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

A Supposedly Good Friend

She used to be someone I knew well a decade ago but she wasn't a friend then. We crossed paths again after college and that's how I got to know her and gradually became a friend. We shared views and sometimes do clash but having built friendship with her has been a blessing. Years after, I ventured another career and we separated ways. For many years, I and my other close friends noticed that she's no longer available for us. We understand how busy her life is but can't grasp the thought why she can't even spare at least a little time for us.

It's her birthday today. I greeted her. I extended how much we wanted to see her. She replied, she's just busy and will make "bawi". Such stuff made me realized to write something about her.